Monday, November 26, 2007

Worst death


Death can hit you in various form, sometimes accident, sometime aging, sometime some infection or disease, which form is worst of all..and this form is also non obvious..

It is "HUNGER"

Somebody dying from hunger should be last thing that should happen in the world. Why.. because we can always stop it...

Simple stats..

Number of people dying from
Malaria + AIDS + tuberculosis <<<< Number of people dying from hunger..

and

Amount of world money going into reaserch of " malaria" + AIDS + tuberculosis >>>.....
With this much money we can just eliminate this problem.
To cure AIDS they need some medicine which they have not even discoverd... but i know that u can cure hunger with one simple medicine..its very cheap, FOOD...

When somebody die on road because of accident it makes sense, probably there was no way one could have saved that person, or if somebody is suffering from deadly disease or some natural disaster. These situations are not in our hands, not easy ones to handle, but what when somebody die next to your house because of hunger, .... where are we...
This is no natural death, it has simple cure, but still we are so ignorant. We go out of our way to help people who need help at times, it happened when Tsunami and earthquake hit india, but what about this simple problem. It has no major reason, its easy to cure.
So i feel , dying from hunger on road, and when on same road we have malls and shops which have tones of food stored, and that food is seperated from mere "Glass" and "Light", is worst of all ways to departure .

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

My death story...

One fine morning I woke up, and felt wow this is the day. As I felt no
tiredness and no want to sleep more, I was feeling so refresh, that I
had energy to do everything which was pending since years, which I
left yesterday and wanted to do, at that point I thought it looks like
I can finish long list of pending jobs today, I really started planning to meet
few people, I wanted to do it all today, first 3 sec were enough for
this realization that this is the PERFECT day. I realized many things
in that 3 sec, my mind was working with the speed of light, and look
at that I woke up without alarm, and I don't feel presence of that
shit, which I flush everyday, I felt as if that shit has stopped forming in-side me… and when I used this word "inside" I said it again…and then suddenly this word "inside" came "outside" of my mind and looked very important to me… it started echoing in my mind and then I realized it was continuously echoing in mind as if my mind is some big empty room, a good place for echo, as if I am hollow and empty. And then I remember
"just one thing" that I can't remember anything. Who was just talking
about some pending jobs, was it me who wanted to meet anybody, but
wait a sec, why can't I remember anybody, I hardly remembered anybody
now. Surely I had some faint picture in my mind, I felt as if I was
always like this and I was always this energetic and what I dreamed
was big journey but now I knew it was some dream which I am
forgetting, characters, players, place…all kind of mixed emotions
painful joyful, ohh it was all dream and now I actually want to
forget that dream as this reality seems to be better then that dream
and I decided not to close my close eyes to dream again. [when reality
is better then dreams no body sleeps] And I realized I am in my old
home which looked strange at first shot when I opened my eyes, and I
can remember everything now, My memory was evaporating very very fast,
and my present is taking over my past ( dream), I just wanted to
remember few best things before I loose all my memory. Somehow I could
not figure out what world was expecting from me to do in that dream, It
was defiantly sweet dream and though I was hurt many times in the
dream but I don't see any injury now. I only remembered that I was
always scared to come out of that dreamy world, it was so gripping, but
it is this happiness which I truly wanted and I am getting it now, I wish
others should also wake up and see the reality. And now I remembered
nothing about that one long dream, it was just dream and when I woke
up I felt no pinch, I was light, I was hollow and empty, Now I
remembered everything, and I know that its my routine, I sleep, I wake
up I dream and now I know that I will again sleep and will dream…i
knew thats this is real and this is reality.....

getting ready for next journey (dream)