Yesterday, 23rd Nov, Utsav 2008 ended. Till now focus was only on event, and everybody who worked for it had totaly ignored themselfs, now when it was over, everybody started looking back into their lifes. It was mixed feeling, none of us was sure if they are happy or sad, infact we were all lost. Seperation is what i hate, and i don't really like saying goodbye to people, so i disappered from the event site.
During this Utsav i learned many things one among them was importance of connecting with people. My idea was more you encounter with new people more you dilute yourself, but this time i realized, we also get to know ourselfs in that process. Another thing i realized was during satsang, when i was in meditative state, but not deep enough, i was still enjoying lyrics of bhajans, this is only possible when my "intellect" and "memory" 4th and 3rd level of existance are still active. Thus music had not really reached to "self" which is 1st level of existance. That may be reason why we need silence more then any sound. Infact all over senses must rest.
Jai guru dev
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