i was not like this

i was not like this??

when i see my self, i cry, beacuse i was not like this,
my past was better and when it was present, it was not like this,
why things change and why things changed me beacuse i was not like this,
i wish tommorow won't be like this, and i would get a change to say again that
i was not like this..

Xmas 2004,

today is Xmas, 2004, i was tring to be little different, that i did by hair cut, very hot water bath , and then cold water ,but evening was boring,, by this time, all enthu to do somethign different was gone, and i was usual lethargic species, time now is 17:17, just confused waht to do, called girl friends, got more bore, thats life.

ignore

well my self from india , doing research on nanoscience , only scale is nano eveyrthings is big , y i created this account ?
sometimes it takes time to answer certain question this is one of them , well i wish u will spend few min , and post something